Studying sucks.

Omg! how long ive yet to update my blog? too busy to blog i guess.
and yaw. talking of which, im having my final year exams in like a few more days and then after tues, thats it. i will be graduating and will be saying goodbye to that pathetic school with a pathetic environment. being there for the past three years is a sufferring.

Now instead of studying and trying to crack my brain to memorise all the bloody 9 units make me sicked.. Ice tall classic cocoa do help in making me awake.. I cant really concentrate cos there is alot of things bothering me. First and for all, my stomach is asking for food. Secondly, im waiting for my babyboy to actually call me and confirm with me again whether is he going to have dinner with me? Cause basically, i dont have this patience to have most of my time to wait for him.
His dilly-dally-ness make me go haywire.

by the wooss, there's alot of things changed.
Now ive switched my job to be a barista. where and where? find out yourself.
making coffee is like part and parcel of my life.
ive meet alot of pretty nice people in there.
The pay is quite reasonable for a student like me.
Let me tell you something. i have this really big problem.
ive always have the thought of saving but ending up spending..
So, i see no point in opening up MYSAVINGS a/c.
When come to my desperate times, i dont mind queing up at the bank just to withdraw pathetic 10 bucks. So the bank teller will give me this one look which i feel so (distracting) when i wanted to withdraw that little amount.

Well, my hair had become totally uncontrollable with those terrible frizzy hair.
oh my, really cant take it!
thought of rebonding (again)!
If my mum knew about this, i think she will give me one nice type of slap. -_-

Watched KungFu chef with Anuar yesterday. Firstly, this bastard told me that that was a cartoon movie. So i was like, ''huh, kau suruh aku tgk cartoon?'' Then he smile all the way. Feel like giving him one type slap! And ya, i was stupid enuf to believe, at the end, it is not even a cartoon movie la. fuck.

He is already late plus he make me veryveryvery angry, and at that point of time, only god knows how hungry am i. He is lucky enuf that i didnt curse and swear him up and down back and front.. pfft!

After the movie, it's already late. And this kepo want to eat at Popeye. By the time we took the train to go marina, the restaurant wud be close. So i told him dont be so stupid so we took the cab there. Go to HELL with him. Let him pay.

I don't understand why ppl go to this POpeye and eat. The food is already cold, the staff is fucking rude, the price is unreasonably expensive, the fries, i swear if i let the dog eat, confirm guarantee its teeth will give way. In the end, i dnt even eat that goddamn meal. Suprisingly, he volunteered to finish it up for me since he dont want to waste such a delicious meal! wth! hahaha

Yeah, it's already a brand new fresh year now and i still done nothing with this blog. First and foremost, i wanna wished you'all a

HAPPY NEW YEAR and LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST YA.

((:

Frankly speaking, im sick and tired of blogging. I hate the fact i dont have the patient to wait for the pictures to be upload kos they would take their own sweet time.

In addition to that,

i've to cracked my brains in remembering what did i do the day before,

where do i go and whatever shit that i do on my daily routine.

Ive alot of things to do for the past couple of months and end up, i dont have any free time for all this. I've to study for my exams, ive to work, ive to do this and that, and everything will never come to an end. So, the main priority now is to study. Im aiming of getting the GPA of 4 this semester. But like what people say,

i'll try not to aim too high.

Countdown with the guys were pretty exciting. With all those beautiful fireworks, plus the background music that were being played all along makes me really happy. Totally contented i can say. Thank god that my mum allows me to enjoy my firstime nightlife. Ya it's pathetic for a 19 year old girl to still had curfew, but rules mean rules.

If i defy, thats it.

-I tried so hard to disregard

.....HAPPY 2YR'S ANNIVERSARY, MUSCLE MAN!......

Bring him to swensen last saturday.

It was my treat kos it's our 2yrs anniversary.

So, just consider this as my sincere gift to u, baby.

i work hard enough just to earn this sum of money to bring him there.

and it is like our first time ever having lunch together at swensen after for so long of... hmph!

&& we'r so excited like an happy monkey

So, after lunch, i wanted to meet mel to pass her some things. And i didnt know that suntec convention centre is having a bookfare. e Most interesting, All storybooks were given a discount of 20%.whatta a great deal!but the day before i bought myself the book change of heart by jodi picoult.i should read it soon. really soon. i need to settle down with my exams first.

mel*

AND THIS, CHINATOWN

Bfo he went to Aussie to serve for the country, our friends decide to do some mini celebration fo him. So, on that wed afternooon, we meet up at Eunos to have our stomach full of delicious food and straight to cashbox studio for some singing-together-session.

(:

Sad to say, when we went there, all room is fully booked. So all this stupid monkeys become so restless as we dont know where to head to as we still had a plenty of time bfo they could even get us a room for us to sing-scream-shout!

There's alot of secrecy in this relationship that i had for this 2 years.
We are still strong in handling matters;
holding each others hands, tightly;
walking on a path which is not even sure where does it lead us to.
As far as im concern, i also need my friends, both of the diff. sex to help me to complete my life.
I know how to carry my own ass and live on this earth.Kos at the end of everything, what i do, what ive done, i will carry everything with me. I will not left any single thing.
Trust me. How i wish that you would trust me whole-heartedly, please.
Cycling with seha and jup is great.
Shit; recalling back, when on earth did i ever had this kind of enjoyment with my friends.
and, im not gonna display any of jup's pic as if mizi knows about this, seeing all the picture all around, he will be like a terrible, mean lion who will be veryveryangry. haha

*******

This days had been so disturbing.
Everything was just not in order.
I had a stomach disorder.
Sleeping disorder.
Bath disorder.
Mental disorder.
and what else?
hmm, i guess im missing him to an extent which i cant even control myself.
Crying late at night is so bullshit for me.
As he is not going for the sake of enjoying.
But, it is compulsory.
He is not given any options nor choices.
So, letting him go, is just giving myself alot of misery for this bloody one month.
I miss you b a b y

Working at Galileo is a pleasure.
i admit the working environment there is much more better then Daytripper.
But whatever it is, I missed my bosses and my colleagues.
May all of you have good life and god bless you! (: